How difficult it is to consistently post on a blog! One easily gets awe-stricken by people like Tyler or Scott who put out large amounts of interesting material, without having this as their main gig.
I won't pretend I'll be able to get to their level anytime soon, but starting small and from scratch again should make it easier to form new habits. And practice matters in writing, they say.
To put it in different words: I have outsourced by babble to podcasts and books too much, and need to flex my own text generator again. Re-phrasing thoughts fosters their synthesis.